The day after Paul had passed away; I took Ollie Doggle for a walk and started talking to Paul.  It was a beautiful sunny morning and I looked up at the sky and said good morning darling how are you?  And from then on my conversations with Paul continued only this time from the other side.

One of our conversations after he died, I asked why did he choose the life he did? Why did he decide to leave so early in this lifetime? His response was when he planned this life, he didn’t realise how wonderful it was going to be especially when he met me.   He had already chosen the life he wanted to live and the experiences, why he chose what he did I have no idea.  But I do know that if he hadn’t experienced his journey and I hadn’t been beside him this book would have never eventuated and I wouldn’t be able to follow through with my purpose.

See everything has a reason for happening, it may not make sense at the time but eventually the penny will drop and you will get that light bulb moment and say yes now I understand.